Aduhaixz..wondering why every person was making a conclusion for thier own..

Just a morning..i saw alots of touching , emo post/video/ status...

hey friends..our friendship will never end...

the cameron group photos proved it..

i know u guys are sad about the ending of the sem..

i am not..because u guys are not going to dead or oversea...

u guys will come back UTAR on the next January intake..!!

and Lam..I believe she will not leave us too..

u guys should be happy for the successful of yours wonderful and awesome semester..

a full marks campaign..

a full marks cameron trip..

a full marks BBQ...

full marks outdating..

and a 10000%/100% friendship..

Nic..

time will never stop..life still have to go on..

dont keep staying on a same place...

try to move..u will see some different and new..

forget and throw the sadness..

just remember the happy moment..

and..drive safety

happy to know u gentleman =)

Victor..

u are the dai lou among us..

mature...older..more experience...

not much comment for u..

because i will never comment to my beloved friends..

and u are just awesome for me..

i like the way u joke..and u have a funny name hahaha

hope to see u drive ur dream car and come and fetch me

but please change ur blog background music..

i dowan hear emo music while rading ur blog..

nice and lucky to know u anyway.. u are a great friend ^^

Chee Ann..

support support..

zz u look weak and easy to get lie..

this is my impression for u..haha very sorry ya..

but..u are strong enough to accept some negative comment for u..

i like this..u will just smile to accept it..

but too bad u will cry behind after that...

try to fight back if got ppl wanna buli u..

we will always support u..feel great to meet u =)

GG lam..

haha..we..meet up again..

i think we will seperate after the sem 1,

the only thing i can see u had changed,

is ur hairstyle..haha...

u still so violent..

but i know this is ur way to treat ur close friends..

but i have an advise...beat soft abit =P

hope to see u on January Intake..

Good Luck =)

and also Melvin, Darren, William ,Wendy...

sry always say some alien language..

i know i am poor in speaking and english...dont mind ya..

u all are important for us too..^^

hey guys..dont be sad and emo again..

there's is no ending..

because we had promise each other...

friendship forever..

just like what i promise 3 of them..

the first 4 of us photos on 24/2/07 can prove it..

never forget our lou gao face

Worlds 10 biggest lies

Worlds 10 Biggest Lies
1. 
   
2. 
   
3. 1 .I agree to the terms and conditions
4. 2. No, there will not be any boys/girls
5. 3. Sorry, my mom said I can't hang out
6. 4. I left my homework at home.
7. 5. I think I'm sick
8. 6. No, I don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
9. 7. Outlook are not important
10. 8. Hows life? Pretty good.
11. 9 .I'm OKAY
12. 10. I LOVE YOU

Babos

I am happy right now =)..

new gang of friends..they are great and awesome..

victor and kim vee are damn super funny bahaha..

by the way, i miss them too..

从小到大的朋友，

说散就散，还真是奇迹啊..

Babos..

Ice Cream

Yups..thats my jersey..but..wearing this and lose the match..

haixz..

the only reason i put ice cream..just because i like ice cream alot..

all of them laugh at me..duixz..

publish back my blog..

cause i feel that it is meaningless if i private it..

Recently mix with those GG gang..

cause of a lousy ipoh bon odori..

i knew them..hehe..

they are fun...

This friday we are going to Cameron aka Victor hometown...

i never go b4..but i guess it will very fun and happy for this 2 days trip with them =)..

All my wishlist item had erased...

now the only thing i want to buy is

Iphone 4..hoho..i had fall in love to it..

no doubt..i sure will own it asap..

My brother currently at Malaysia and he not going back to japan anymore..

he found his job and working at KL now..

is time to let my daddy mummy enjoy their life..

everything had settle down..

only one bad thing happen on my house..

my dog had gone for long time..

no idea where izzit..

and my degil daddy believe that he will coming back.==''

Bro and 2 sister had fund their right way on their current life..

cheen yee get good result on his test and daddy mummy quite satisfied with it..

only me..still wasting their money..

but as i say...

as a good son..we are responsible to help them use their money.=)

thats why..i love them and they love me too ^^

Pikom pc fair..

back to the same firm work as part timer..

hoho..still the same guys...enjoy it alot..

laugh and smile infinite to customer and friend..

fight for my commission..

still the same..after the fair...boss belanja..haha..

still the same...friends make my life wonderful and turn my happy mood on..=)

Just wanna post something on my blog..dont let it so dusty..

no special emotion or mood for me to write this blog..

not happy and not sad..

wish everything will be fine and smooth...

Peace for my life..ice cream..

FINALLY!

can ONLINE!...

hahaha..

tomorrow exam...good luck bah lazy yong !

World Cup now...

nth say abt this because i not really interest to this season..

haixz..my hostel line..

the smoothest period is during all ppl go out and left me alone at hostel that time..

just like now..at least can load some webpage...

nth say abt my recent life...just wanna post something on my blog..

got one crazy thing lar...

hoho..i had bought 25 sneaker in A day...

damn happy....

thats it..

see my shirt?? thats my sneaker..

ya thast my room...O.O...i know it look messy..

but actually very tidy one

u can see on another side..=p

oh ya one more great news...

Mr Tan Cheen Leong is now at Malaysia..hahaha..

going back to meet him on this coming weekends...

and also my big big sister...she coming back too...

hohoho..thats great..

harlo again..

still the same..watching series...hang out....basketball...online..eat and sleep..

today back UTAR with xian ,leong and jia yi...

to...do smth =(...

din't have any interest story...

what that make me high..

is just the police taking a big big camera sit under the roadbridge

i drove fast on that moment...ermm...not yet reach 180 gua..

and i saw the police like aiming me and snap me ==''..

i know am not so famous or handsome yet...

so...what i can hope is...

he was just a photographer...

siting under than bridge on the highway and snap some great photos only...zzz

oh ya..on the way back penang...drive through McD...

chi leong and jia yi very excited..

because the ice cream that me and xian bought was XLLLLL size lol...lets see haha..

ignore my lousy face focus on ice cream enough..

yum yum..=p

so..thats all my day ==''...

oh ya...the series i watched recently is

" The Vampire Diary"

same reason...random clicked one..not purposely go find out de..

haha i like such mystery series one..

so i watch it...ermm..finish 22 episode about 3 days

Season 1 only..

majority of my friends say this boring...haha so i have no idea..

this story was about....

a pair of brothers..fall in love to a vampire...

and that vampire turned them to vampire before she grabbed by villager..

after 145 years...these pair of vampire brothers meet a girl that same face with their lover...

and....dot dot dot..haha lazy say le....

i know they need blood only can survive...and thier eyes can control human eyes one...

haha since i was this i gonna go try the blood already....

i...sot liao...

and...these few day quite sad...with some reason..grr...

thats was my mistake...i shouldn't to do so..damn..

wish god may forgive me..and also u...

O.o

Get a great news...

My bro found a job!!!! wahahhaa...

by the way..get a bad news...

he not coming back...Grr...

haixz...

suan le bah...

now he gonna work...i think cannot back as he want ler...

mayb need wait half year? one year? two year??...

or mayb longer...T.T..

if stay too long at there perhaps when he back he dono speak hokkien mandrin already..

O.o lol i think too much liao...

take care la my super big big big big big big brother ...

papa mama jie jie didi popo all support u one....=)

Welcome back!

This fatty is who ler..

his face look familiar ler...

sure lar..

because i am his follower...

Mr. tan!

Cheen!

Leong..!

means my big bro la har..

haha why today his face will appear on my blog ler..

because he wanna back from japan soon!!

wahaha he is back!!...

at start i think he very siok..see his partern...

his gf go untill japan find him..

and!!...i see he wearing my shoes T.T

siok ka siii...=='

haha he say he wanna back end of this may..

haha finally!

i can eat together with him..

i can play ps2 with him already..

wahaha..

but..

my shirts and shoes gonna rap by him..

i gonna buli by him already..

i gonna help he to wash dish after he finish eating..

i gonna no car to use already..

i gonna late sleep already because he always back house at midnight and wake me..

anyway!!! i still willing to do those for him...

who call he is my big brother wor..

so far..some of my hobby..my favor also because of him..

Liverpoool...when i was small, i remember my room all is liverpool poster..

cupboard, table,windows and even mirror..

所谓日久见生情...看久了，liverpool also become my favor team le...

Cendol...i remember when i was small..my bro everyweek also bring me go buy cendol ==''..

this time can call 吃久见生情了吧！

still got alot..lazy list out =p..

got one most important is...

collect shoes..==''

i wonder why my bro so like shoes...and i also follow him buy..

at start, i remember i buy one limited edition de shoes..

that my bro see liao..he say:" now ppl dont like nike de, u wear adidas lar"

" nah i giv u this one..exchange with u"

O.O'' the stupid thing is i belive what he say..than exchange with him...grrr!

after that he always like to wear mine shoes and exchange already..

but..before he go japan..he giv me all his shoes..

damn man..i love those shoes!!!

tadang!

♥

oh ya...who got job intro me..????

i can do any part time job..=)

i now need money..TT...

haixz..bankrupt already...

UTAR namewee...TNB

ya..this is my 13 year friend..

primary schoolmate since standard 1, secondary schoolmate, U mate..

and now become housemate already...haha!

Namewee Lai Chi Leong!

i am so proud of u..

and now u are proud of jit sin A, jit sin,UTAR,Kampar,1159 and MALAYSIA!

Now..i will show the 1st product of Namewee Lai...

hope u guys enjoy =)

Saturday night, kampar no electic..

grr..than Mr Lai de Namewee talent finally explored..!

this video may take some time to buffer it..but please be patient haha..

主角：Namewee赖子良

Camera man ：Yan Zhou Tan

配角：Jia yi + Benny.

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hohoho..

get the invitation of Sailesh to represent UTAR and play junior team..

i dono why..i am noob..but i know this is the chance to let me play basketball match again..

i can't miss the chance..

the Sailesh had invite me before but i rejected due to i hav to back penang to work..

ya his name is Sailesh..an indian..he was a great shoter..

i played with him once only..and i quite admire him because of he hav a great shotting skill..

get the invitation...i had Agree...

and now what can i do is..

improve my skill in this coming sem break..

play a great game for myself and also them =)

Today had finish the wedpage design paper...

oh thats great because i doesn't need to study wedpage again because it really bored me to the max...

i had read back my old post few days ago..

haha..i realise i was damn funny and my life was not bad..=D..

it motivate me to blog these day xD..

i want to blog my special day and special mood and share it!

somemore i found that we can earn some little money if we blogging..

hehe..u guys may see some advertisement on top and right side of my blog...

haha kindly click it..it may raise click through ratio..

i need the click through ratio to earn..

but so far..and my earning was just rm0.00...=)..

nvm i will be patient...

oh ya..thanks for those friends that come visit my blog..hehe..

but seriously..i know myself..i din have the blogging talent..

i dono write those pretty sentence..

my english and even mandarin was just kindergarden level..

anyway..thats me...

i remember one time..

my big borther use my msn go chat with girl..=='' he damn qi gok..

than suddenly he call me and show me..

and that girl ask..."eh cheen yong,why your english become so good de??"

GRR..speechless...

5.21pm..time to go court lor..wahahha..

bye !

追求完美，只是自以为是的偏执

追求完美，只是自以为是的偏执 完美通常都只是自以为是的主观意识，没有人能真正做到十全十美，每个人一定都会有缺点，也都是从错误中学会成长。 要求完美原本是件好事，然而过度的要求，往往容易变得吹毛求疵，甚至不近人情，容易与人产生距离与摩擦。 因爲，追求美的人很多时候并不是爲了自己或他人，而是爲了一个「赢」字；他们的重点不是自我的发挥，而是爲了赢过别人。 艾琳是个完美主义者，自诩凡事力求精确的她，对于身边的每件事都有非常高的要求。 因此，每一件事她都要亲力亲爲，即使工作量已经超出负荷，她仍然要自己完成，不会向其他人求助。 即使是个小报告，她都会费尽心力准备，甚至只是一份一个小时的演讲稿，她会弄得精疲力尽。 如此要求完美的性格，让她很讨厌不速之客，因爲即使是个小餐点，她也要做到最好，不容许有任何差错。而不速之客的出现，不仅无法有充分的时间准备，还让她 会有出错的机会。 这麽一个追求完美的女人，凡事都井井有条，也似乎完美无缺，然而这种机械式的完美主义者，个性却欠缺诚挚的情感，更别提人性的温暖。因此，即使如此讲究完 美，她却是许多人厌烦的对象。 有人说：「过度地要求自己保持完美，其实是一种很残忍的折磨。」 爲了追求完美，小小的失败或错误，对所谓的完美主义者来说都会是天大的事。于是，对自己和对别人要求完美变成了一种酷刑，当目标未能达到他们的期望，他们 便会责怪自己，讨厌自己，甚至迁怒别人。 其实，完美通常都只是自以爲是的主观意识，没有人能真正做到十全十美，因爲每个人一定都会有缺点，毕竟我们也都是从错误中学会成长。 我们可以用轻鬆的态度获得更傲人的成绩，更可以大方地表现我们的缺点，并将之转化爲生活助力。 我们不需要以偏执的方式的去要求完美，凡事只要尽力就好。

found this article at KKS's blog..=)

Cheen YonG...please..

study hard for ur last week...

Grrr...why untill now i still cannot fully concentrated study...

i need some motivation...

haixz..yong..

u gonna owned your whole life by books if u din own them...

time was flowing..i am already 19..

ZzZzz...

One day,

My life's boss say:" cheen yong ar..i wish u will stop growing, stay 19 enough"

than i ask:" why nih???"

" if u stop growing...u doesn't need to worry your job, your pocket, your family, your day...

you can just keep playing like this..no much resistance on your life road..no external worries..

wake up because of already finish your sweet dream, go bed because of nothing to do anymore..''

than i replied him sweetly: " haiyo i have to feed u and mummy mar.."

than he say:" eh..if next time your son want nike want adidas..if you not that rich,how??"

" dont say your son 1st lar..lai i ask u, if u want nike la..i say cannot..how will u feel"

ya lor hor..what was my feeling..

i don't wish i hav a super rich family..but i wish that i doesn't need to worry about my meal..

now i was under this family..

the problem is..can i give my family this life in the future...

i dono..but i am very sure..if i continue like this..

so lazy, so playfull, so wasted..

i will never create a great family just like what i having now...

i dont need a family and i dont need to think these thing yet...

but my boss always say something and illume me...

damn..

Tan Cheen YonG...u not a little boy anymore...

please behave ur self and self control...

by the way..

Good luck UTARian that sitting for exam

以为

一个人的人生，往往会因为以为这两个字而被打败。

而我，活了19年，也常常因为以为，犯了很多次的错。

我以为我会了，懂了。

我以为考试我会了，结果出来的成绩没眼见人T.T

我以为还早。

常常因为时间还早，还很多。玩先，睡先，等下先。到了最后关头才知道死字怎样写。

我以为我可以过得快乐。

没有了生活上的朋友，家人，情人。你认为你还会快乐吗??

我以为我付出了很多。

想想，别人更多。

我以为我自己可以控制自己。

想想，身边的人说说几句，你有改变吗？？

我以为再好的朋友分开了就只是陌生的朋友。

想想，你还有留意分开朋友的facebook,的生活，部落格，生活照，留言 吗？

当你看到你分开朋友的留言，或是他来找你，还是区区like你的照片，你是否很开心。

其实，表面陌生，心里的距离却很想拉近。

我以为我可以忘记所有不愉快的事。

当你一看到和他有关的，往往都会开始emo。

我以为他不喜欢我了。

因为以为，不知拆散了几对相爱的情人。

我以为他还爱着我。

你没有珍惜，其实，他已经把和你不好的回忆忘了。

我以为世界上没有一个真真懂我的人。

这些人往往都是每一天和你聊天的人。

我以为我什么都可以不在乎。

看到在意的人没和你分享，心里还是会很难受。

我以为我不会再犯同样的错。

回想，同一个错你有犯超过一次吗。

我以为我继续行走我会很累很累。

不过你放弃了，你可能会后悔一辈子

以为以为。。

以为，都是因为你不确定一些事。

竟然不确定了，就去找真相，问到明白，讲出心底话。

让以为变成肯定,就是最好的决定。=)

MamI

忽然间的，很想念我的妈妈

当我还小小时，小到不能小。

ermm...就说在小学吧。哈哈

我是怎样的小弟弟呢？hehe..严格来说，和现在变不多

坏蛋？ haha 没有啦。。一以点点而已啦

不听话？ 没有很lo...非常+ 十分而已

捣蛋？ 和现在一样吧。。=）

小聪明？ ermm...用不对地方 T.T

好玩？这个我承认 haha

小时，不懂为什么妈妈讲一句，我就要顶一句

小时，不懂为什么妈妈越要管我，我越不理他

小时，不懂为什么ngek ngek 要属于自己的桌子，有一个抽屉，然后用钥匙锁我的宝贝玩具

我的日记，连在toilet遇到蜘蛛也写。

我记得，有一天发现妈妈偷看我的日记然后坐在那里笑，被我发现了。那时我看到十分的生气，

抢回我的日记就骂妈妈一两下，然后就kek teng teng 不要吃饭。

最后还是妈妈拿饭上楼给我，还和我say sorry...

记得小时，妈妈也学人做奖赏制度。

听写对到完，一个星星

乖乖听话，半个星星

十个星星，可以换东西。haha

我，都会带妈妈去买DOREMON给我吧。

Doremon 没有新的，就买我家外面，以前很出名一下的Kentucky Chicken来吃。

不过久了，妈妈也懒惰给我星星了

为什么呢？？哈哈，因为我的爸爸有事没事都会买给我，所以变得没有奖赏价值了。

不过，很讨厌的就是每天都会被打 ==‘’

知道的啦，每次补完习妈妈就会和补习老师讲话，

然后回到家就中了zzzz。

记得有一年的生日，妈妈打完我过后，就叫我不要哭了，然后下楼给我所谓的surprise==''

那年，哭着吃我的生日蛋糕。我还记得是ice cream cake..ZzZz...

小时，每一天晚上都要妈妈讲故事给我听。

大耳朵的小象，讲骗话鼻变长的木偶 我都不知道听过几次了。

我记得每次讲完我还没睡妈妈就头痛了，因为妈妈必须讲第二个。

妈妈累了，爸爸遭殃，那时我会吵爸爸醒来将给我听。

总之，我必须睡先。

每次星期日补习玩，妈妈就会买ice cream 给我

那时一支才30cent。吃到爽爽。

还可以放面包的。

回想起，妈妈真的很sayang 我。

P.E.A.C.E

My blog born mushroom liao lor..

too long din touch liao haha...

haixz my currently life..everyday same same ==''

not special no surprise not interesting nth to expect..

normal normal and normal

every tomorrow is the same..

wake up,eat,study,basketball,sleep,dinner,study,play games,sleep

everyday even weekend also same..

O.o..thats my life...

oh ya...recently we very heng library..

our library..walao..can fight with oxford already..

got lake view,big enough,cold,can on9..

go there...totally cannot study ==''

like go supper like this enjoy only..

let me intro UTAR library..

1st..3 floor

2nd..got a snowman,now change to..chai shen ye already,

3rd..a very nice lake view

4th,got aircond,

5th,got book

6th. dono ler ==''

haha sure...1st time go there mar ke leng study..

好听 call study lar..

acc we stay there half day,majority we are playing + talking only haha

after that kc say go lake beside study only got feel

mar go lor..

but...same ==''

read din 15 min kc say again:'' eh here so nice..jom we take photo''

LOL...

than we take untill library want close le haha..

that times was around 6

no ppl were there,so we can take as how as we like.

this is our ke leng kuan..

lai liao..model xian kek emo

that day go sushi king eat..we all collect digi card collect untill pua si

because we know sushi king got promotion digi user can free 2 plate any colour

wahahha go there hiong hiong eat liao..

after wanna bill..we show our digi phone lor

晴天霹雳

the waiter told me:''ermm sry,the digi promotion untill 16/01 only''

ZzZz!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that day was 18th...

we all stunned at that moment..

and than..T.T...say sry to our daddy mummy...

_________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

Finally, i did it!...

wahahah..i had donate my blood and wish i can help anyone who need it hohoho..

my blood group is...O...means i am a generous person lar..

i give everyone my thing geh..haha..

comment?? O.O..of coz i will nervous lar..1st time mar...

i know when i call kc and sj go donate..their excuse many like hell ==''

kc:'' i not enough blood, i cannot donate''

'' i not enough height,i cannot donate lar cheen yong''

'' oh ya i too light, not enough weight, paiseh i cannot''

'' oh ya..i not sleep enough today, next time ok??'''

Sj:'' cannot i too little already , not enough blood and height''

'' i dowan spread my lazy blood to other, dowan lar''

'' eh seriously, i cannot donate i not enough height''

LOL...sure lar..finally they also did it haha

while we was waiting..

the location at Block A,

when we reach there, i realise,

if i was a vampire, i sure come UTAR..walao..the crowd...

we line up until out the block's big door..

my number is 76, sj 75 kc 78..

wx..zero ==''..she keleng go register donate organ but not dare donate blood haha..

wait

...

wait

...

wait

....

75!

76!

78!

hoho Sj turn..he go feed 1st...lol..than my turn..and kc..

ermm step by step bah...check blood pressure, than my blood group, fill the form..dono hami lai..

this this that that lar lazy say..

After that...

deng deng deng den~..

I see u, i touch u, i feel u... mr. cy's blood T.T....

yeah i did it hahaha...

seriously..it was great after i donated...

and..the process wont pain at all haha..

after donate still can get one pack of tiger biscuit and Milo...

next time want go again..i want donate untill...i use back my blood..if not bo kam buan...

人生有几多十年,要做什么就趁早吧！

带着这个理想，向着我的梦想前进，

轰轰烈烈的拼吧！

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