Cheen YonG...please..

study hard for ur last week...

Grrr...why untill now i still cannot fully concentrated study...

i need some motivation...

haixz..yong..

u gonna owned your whole life by books if u din own them...

time was flowing..i am already 19..

ZzZzz...

One day,

My life's boss say:" cheen yong ar..i wish u will stop growing, stay 19 enough"

than i ask:" why nih???"

" if u stop growing...u doesn't need to worry your job, your pocket, your family, your day...

you can just keep playing like this..no much resistance on your life road..no external worries..

wake up because of already finish your sweet dream, go bed because of nothing to do anymore..''

than i replied him sweetly: " haiyo i have to feed u and mummy mar.."

than he say:" eh..if next time your son want nike want adidas..if you not that rich,how??"

" dont say your son 1st lar..lai i ask u, if u want nike la..i say cannot..how will u feel"

ya lor hor..what was my feeling..

i don't wish i hav a super rich family..but i wish that i doesn't need to worry about my meal..

now i was under this family..

the problem is..can i give my family this life in the future...

i dono..but i am very sure..if i continue like this..

so lazy, so playfull, so wasted..

i will never create a great family just like what i having now...

i dont need a family and i dont need to think these thing yet...

but my boss always say something and illume me...

damn..

Tan Cheen YonG...u not a little boy anymore...

please behave ur self and self control...

by the way..

Good luck UTARian that sitting for exam