Cheen YonG...please..

study hard for ur last week...

Grrr...why untill now i still cannot fully concentrated study...

i need some motivation...

haixz..yong..

u gonna owned your whole life by books if u din own them...

time was flowing..i am already 19..

ZzZzz...

One day,

My life's boss say:" cheen yong ar..i wish u will stop growing, stay 19 enough"

than i ask:" why nih???"

" if u stop growing...u doesn't need to worry your job, your pocket, your family, your day...

you can just keep playing like this..no much resistance on your life road..no external worries..

wake up because of already finish your sweet dream, go bed because of nothing to do anymore..''

than i replied him sweetly: " haiyo i have to feed u and mummy mar.."

than he say:" eh..if next time your son want nike want adidas..if you not that rich,how??"

" dont say your son 1st lar..lai i ask u, if u want nike la..i say cannot..how will u feel"

ya lor hor..what was my feeling..

i don't wish i hav a super rich family..but i wish that i doesn't need to worry about my meal..

now i was under this family..

the problem is..can i give my family this life in the future...

i dono..but i am very sure..if i continue like this..

so lazy, so playfull, so wasted..

i will never create a great family just like what i having now...

i dont need a family and i dont need to think these thing yet...

but my boss always say something and illume me...

damn..

Tan Cheen YonG...u not a little boy anymore...

please behave ur self and self control...

by the way..

Good luck UTARian that sitting for exam

以为

一个人的人生，往往会因为以为这两个字而被打败。

而我，活了19年，也常常因为以为，犯了很多次的错。

我以为我会了，懂了。

我以为考试我会了，结果出来的成绩没眼见人T.T

我以为还早。

常常因为时间还早，还很多。玩先，睡先，等下先。到了最后关头才知道死字怎样写。

我以为我可以过得快乐。

没有了生活上的朋友，家人，情人。你认为你还会快乐吗??

我以为我付出了很多。

想想，别人更多。

我以为我自己可以控制自己。

想想，身边的人说说几句，你有改变吗？？

我以为再好的朋友分开了就只是陌生的朋友。

想想，你还有留意分开朋友的facebook,的生活，部落格，生活照，留言 吗？

当你看到你分开朋友的留言，或是他来找你，还是区区like你的照片，你是否很开心。

其实，表面陌生，心里的距离却很想拉近。

我以为我可以忘记所有不愉快的事。

当你一看到和他有关的，往往都会开始emo。

我以为他不喜欢我了。

因为以为，不知拆散了几对相爱的情人。

我以为他还爱着我。

你没有珍惜，其实，他已经把和你不好的回忆忘了。

我以为世界上没有一个真真懂我的人。

这些人往往都是每一天和你聊天的人。

我以为我什么都可以不在乎。

看到在意的人没和你分享，心里还是会很难受。

我以为我不会再犯同样的错。

回想，同一个错你有犯超过一次吗。

我以为我继续行走我会很累很累。

不过你放弃了，你可能会后悔一辈子

以为以为。。

以为，都是因为你不确定一些事。

竟然不确定了，就去找真相，问到明白，讲出心底话。

让以为变成肯定,就是最好的决定。=)

MamI

忽然间的，很想念我的妈妈

当我还小小时，小到不能小。

ermm...就说在小学吧。哈哈

我是怎样的小弟弟呢？hehe..严格来说，和现在变不多

坏蛋？ haha 没有啦。。一以点点而已啦

不听话？ 没有很lo...非常+ 十分而已

捣蛋？ 和现在一样吧。。=）

小聪明？ ermm...用不对地方 T.T

好玩？这个我承认 haha

小时，不懂为什么妈妈讲一句，我就要顶一句

小时，不懂为什么妈妈越要管我，我越不理他

小时，不懂为什么ngek ngek 要属于自己的桌子，有一个抽屉，然后用钥匙锁我的宝贝玩具

我的日记，连在toilet遇到蜘蛛也写。

我记得，有一天发现妈妈偷看我的日记然后坐在那里笑，被我发现了。那时我看到十分的生气，

抢回我的日记就骂妈妈一两下，然后就kek teng teng 不要吃饭。

最后还是妈妈拿饭上楼给我，还和我say sorry...

记得小时，妈妈也学人做奖赏制度。

听写对到完，一个星星

乖乖听话，半个星星

十个星星，可以换东西。haha

我，都会带妈妈去买DOREMON给我吧。

Doremon 没有新的，就买我家外面，以前很出名一下的Kentucky Chicken来吃。

不过久了，妈妈也懒惰给我星星了

为什么呢？？哈哈，因为我的爸爸有事没事都会买给我，所以变得没有奖赏价值了。

不过，很讨厌的就是每天都会被打 ==‘’

知道的啦，每次补完习妈妈就会和补习老师讲话，

然后回到家就中了zzzz。

记得有一年的生日，妈妈打完我过后，就叫我不要哭了，然后下楼给我所谓的surprise==''

那年，哭着吃我的生日蛋糕。我还记得是ice cream cake..ZzZz...

小时，每一天晚上都要妈妈讲故事给我听。

大耳朵的小象，讲骗话鼻变长的木偶 我都不知道听过几次了。

我记得每次讲完我还没睡妈妈就头痛了，因为妈妈必须讲第二个。

妈妈累了，爸爸遭殃，那时我会吵爸爸醒来将给我听。

总之，我必须睡先。

每次星期日补习玩，妈妈就会买ice cream 给我

那时一支才30cent。吃到爽爽。

还可以放面包的。

回想起，妈妈真的很sayang 我。

P.E.A.C.E

My blog born mushroom liao lor..

too long din touch liao haha...

haixz my currently life..everyday same same ==''

not special no surprise not interesting nth to expect..

normal normal and normal

every tomorrow is the same..

wake up,eat,study,basketball,sleep,dinner,study,play games,sleep

everyday even weekend also same..

O.o..thats my life...

oh ya...recently we very heng library..

our library..walao..can fight with oxford already..

got lake view,big enough,cold,can on9..

go there...totally cannot study ==''

like go supper like this enjoy only..

let me intro UTAR library..

1st..3 floor

2nd..got a snowman,now change to..chai shen ye already,

3rd..a very nice lake view

4th,got aircond,

5th,got book

6th. dono ler ==''

haha sure...1st time go there mar ke leng study..

好听 call study lar..

acc we stay there half day,majority we are playing + talking only haha

after that kc say go lake beside study only got feel

mar go lor..

but...same ==''

read din 15 min kc say again:'' eh here so nice..jom we take photo''

LOL...

than we take untill library want close le haha..

that times was around 6

no ppl were there,so we can take as how as we like.

this is our ke leng kuan..

lai liao..model xian kek emo

that day go sushi king eat..we all collect digi card collect untill pua si

because we know sushi king got promotion digi user can free 2 plate any colour

wahahha go there hiong hiong eat liao..

after wanna bill..we show our digi phone lor

晴天霹雳

the waiter told me:''ermm sry,the digi promotion untill 16/01 only''

ZzZz!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that day was 18th...

we all stunned at that moment..

and than..T.T...say sry to our daddy mummy...

_________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

Finally, i did it!...

wahahah..i had donate my blood and wish i can help anyone who need it hohoho..

my blood group is...O...means i am a generous person lar..

i give everyone my thing geh..haha..

comment?? O.O..of coz i will nervous lar..1st time mar...

i know when i call kc and sj go donate..their excuse many like hell ==''

kc:'' i not enough blood, i cannot donate''

'' i not enough height,i cannot donate lar cheen yong''

'' oh ya i too light, not enough weight, paiseh i cannot''

'' oh ya..i not sleep enough today, next time ok??'''

Sj:'' cannot i too little already , not enough blood and height''

'' i dowan spread my lazy blood to other, dowan lar''

'' eh seriously, i cannot donate i not enough height''

LOL...sure lar..finally they also did it haha

while we was waiting..

the location at Block A,

when we reach there, i realise,

if i was a vampire, i sure come UTAR..walao..the crowd...

we line up until out the block's big door..

my number is 76, sj 75 kc 78..

wx..zero ==''..she keleng go register donate organ but not dare donate blood haha..

wait

...

wait

...

wait

....

75!

76!

78!

hoho Sj turn..he go feed 1st...lol..than my turn..and kc..

ermm step by step bah...check blood pressure, than my blood group, fill the form..dono hami lai..

this this that that lar lazy say..

After that...

deng deng deng den~..

I see u, i touch u, i feel u... mr. cy's blood T.T....

yeah i did it hahaha...

seriously..it was great after i donated...

and..the process wont pain at all haha..

after donate still can get one pack of tiger biscuit and Milo...

next time want go again..i want donate untill...i use back my blood..if not bo kam buan...

人生有几多十年,要做什么就趁早吧！

带着这个理想，向着我的梦想前进，

轰轰烈烈的拼吧！

=]

The Horse

The Winning horse doesn't know why it runs in the race,

But it know it runs faster because of the beats and pains,

The larger your pains are,

the stringer you become.

LIFE is a race,

God is your Rider,

the harder He beats you,

the stringer he makes you to wins.

So, dont be distressed,

Be a winning horse,

LIFE is something difficult but always POSSIBLE

=)

Peace for my life v^^v

haixz

玩物丧智。

今早，无言。

duiz..

Green

I love Blue...

but i need Green cover my life..

Green represent PEACE

try to mix up wth yellow to form Green..

to have a Peaceful life =)

Presentation Topic

A girl's heart is as deep as the ocean

• What a girls say doesn't means what are they want or what are they thinking

-If a girl told u that ''i don't like u'',don't feel upset,it might say ''i love u to the max'' to their heart

• Girls are very emotional.

-Girls mood are always swinging, so don't play too crazy or say something too over to them,if not you sure will have the bad ending ==''

• Girls are always confusing others and themselves

-they will always stunned awhile when want them to make some decision..

Happy birthday Tang Kia Ching!!!!!!!

11月4号..一位人称王子的人生日

一位我小学就在补习认识的小不点，

巧可力皮肤，迷人的笑容，独一无二的天才前锋，当时最留型的karlipop hairstyle..

当时已经有很多很多的小妹妹被他那小林峰+小冠希+小富城+小贝汉+小易正+小小小小

的脸迷倒了..

上了中学更死..他的所有朋友站他的旁根本不能出来混，出来找吃。

F1，他和站仔，全日新无人不晓的男版twins..

当时应该是傻的..学人家进什么kadet polis..football..basketball..

每个星期六肯定叫妈妈载来学校活动..

人生的第一次camping就拿到THE BEST CAMPER ==''..

buta 我和权so pia 也没用..

那里知道半年过后就quit了...=='''

F2, 因为他和站和我因为太过聪明而被派到精英班。

人生第一次同班，人生的第一次打篮球比赛，人生第一次偷学校rebina,人生第一次偷KH t-shirt,人生第一次去cafe，一起作弊不过只有一个中抓（州手），还有我们一起鼓励我们的校草...HAHA

一起去篮球camping,早去学校打球练球，上课之前到伟伦宿舍冲凉，Ponteng集会躲在taskforce..

有哪一件大事是少了你的XD

F3,因为我们都太强了而不同班

人生第一次PONTENG sekolah..我就被抓到了而你没事=='''

一起玩maple玩到傻

玩到吵架，玩到你3rd job...玩到PMR，玩到拿成绩一起死..lol

有用mer???现在你的character 在学校附近Cafe 随便就可以找到哈哈..

F4，拿到棒的成绩学人家读理科

你就转到好班啦..天天看人你就饱咯

我们四位第一张合照..haha quite sweet..

同样computer lab..教你教到让你失去第一次haha..

在班级赛输给你们...ZzZz..

当时各有各了...不过TASK FORCE的 开会是少不了的..XD

F5，在最后一年我们同班le..

因为你的王子气质害我们不能在学校混下去

体育节肯定是我们每个星期在等的..

等休息节，等放学，PONTENG，抄功课，和老师吵，Kap lui 给comment,

一起读书，一起打球，一起看戏，一起shopping, 一起被KK Leong 骗..

这一切一切....我们的回忆，都会有你的笑容，你的狼脸，你的背影。

现在可能已经不如以前了，不过这一切都会是我最美好的回忆。

hehe 很高兴很开心认识你

陈嘉勤，生日快乐！！！

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XD

~一切尽在不言中~

今天王子生日，我不能和你庆祝，

又没有礼物，只能写这烂post..paiseh